Raeth, let me tell something that I am now maybe not what I was am used to be, that you have known that day. But before I talked, firstly I'll say that I am fine; not good not bad, just.. nothing. I do am trying my best as a human being; spending my time on school, looking forward to my exams. doing this and that, and thinking of you sometimes, i think the last one won't change. People tend to feel numb nowadays; and I am sure I'm not the only one to experience it, so I would say that I am no special. There's a plenty time when I felt like I am not worth it for anything at all, the things around me felt useless and empty. I didn't know what's the point of living anymore; I slept too much, my mind said I got to hibernate and wake up when everything is better. Probably when I'm asleep, I'd be jumping in my dream, in my dream; I can be anything i want. for example, I can meet you-- I can see you laugh and looking at me. it is not like I want to be the ...
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